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| It's been a very long time since my last entry. I think I've fulfilled my needs list from September. I have a Job. Never thought I'd work, but I am. For those of you who don't know, my job is to go to all of the Wal-Marts assigned to me and check stuff. I work for Crossmark, not Wal-Mart, and because I work for Crossmark, I'm working indirectly for roughly 30 different companies. I do autotasks and projects. I just realized what autotasks were yesterday, and why everyone referred to them as zero sales. The companies look and say "hey, we didn't sell any of this shit last week", and it's my job to go look for it and see if it's there, etc. Then for projects I rotate stuff and put stickers everywhere. I don't have a manager, supervisor, whatever, and I schedule the hours. All I have is deadlines. It's definitely worth 10.50 an hour. Plus, I realized the other day that jobs are benefiicial for two reasons (at least). The first is obvious: money. The second is that for part of the day, you are earning money instead of spending money, so you kind of double your money with a job, because the time you would usually spend spending money, you're earning it instead. I don't have a gf, but I don't need one. One way or another the Kid has become one of my best friends, and we spend a lot of time together. However, I spend much of my time convincing people that we don't go out and that I'm not "hittin that". I don't need hobbies, because smoking is a hobby all in itself. Just like other hobbies, you can expand into it, use it to make money, meet new people, and either broaden or narrow your interests. Who said smoking wasn't a hobby? Shame on them. Don't need ambition as long as I'm happy. I run through friends like red ink on tissue paper. I think I'll start updating again. I miss it. I shit a lot lateley. Healthy? You decide. "My attitude is fuck it cuz muthafucka's love it" -Tupac (Ambitionz as a Ridah) | | |
| What I need: A girlfriend A job Hobbies Straight A's Focus Ambition Even more friends An adventure Sex Money What I'll actually do: Smoke Don't call it a comeback
I been here for years
Rockin my peers and puttin suckas in fear
Makin the tears rain down like a MON-soon
Listen to the bass go BOOM
Explosion, overpowerin
Over the competition, I'm towerin
Wreckin shop, when I drop these lyrics that'll make you call the cops
Don't you dare stare, you betta move
Don't ever compare
Me to the rest that'll all get sliced and diced
Competition's payin the price
[Chorus:]
I'm gonna knock you out (HUUUH!!!)
Mama said knock you out (HUUUH!!!)
[REPEAT 4X]
Don't u call this a regular jam
I'm gonna rock this land
I'm gonna take this itty bitty world by storm
And I'm just gettin warm
Just like Muhummad Ali they called him Cassius
Watch me bash this beat like a skull
Cuz u know I had beef wit
Why do u riff with me, the maniac psycho
And when I pull out my jammy get ready cuz it might go
BLAAAAW, how ya like me now?
The river will not allow
U to get with, Mr. Smith, dont riff
Listen to my gear shift
I'm blastin, outlastin
Kinda like Shaft, so u could say I'm shaftin
Old English filled my mind
And I came up with a funky rhyme
[Chorus]
[LL]
Breakdown!!!
Shadow boxin when I heard you on the radio (HUUUH!!!)
I just don't know
What made you forget that I was raw?
But now I got a new tour
I'm goin insane, startin the hurricane, releasin pain
Lettin you know that you can't gain, I maintain
Unless ya say my name
Rippin, killin
Diggin and drillin a hole
Pass the Ol' Gold
[Chorus]
Shotgun blasts are heard
When I rip and kill, at WILL
The man of the hour, tower of power, I'll devour
I'm gonna tie you up and let you understand
that I'm not your average man
when I got a jammy in my hand
DAAAAAM!!!!! Oooooohh!!
Listen to the way I slaaaaay, your crew
Damage (UHH) damage (UHH) damage (UHH) damage
Destruction, terror, and mayhem
Pass me a sissy so suckas I'll slay him
Farmers (What!!!) Farmers (What!!!)
I'm ready (we're ready!!!)
I think I'm gonna bomb a town (get down!!)
Don't u neva, eva, pull my lever
Cuz I explode
And my nine is easy to load
I gotta thank God
Cuz he gave me the strength to rock
HARD!! knock you out, mama said knock you out
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| LOVE. LOVE LOVE LONG AGO. I HAD IT THEN, IT'S OVER NOW. LOVE. LOVE LOST LONG AGO. HOW I LOVED YOU SO. HOW HOW HOW.
"Conflicts with night sticks illegal sales districts hand-picked lunatics keep poli'trick'cians rich heretics push narcotics amidst its risk and frisk cool cliques throw bricks but seldom hit targets private DIC sells hits like porno flicks do chicks the 666 cut W.I.C. like Newt Gingrich sucks dick" -Lauryn Hill, The Fugees "The Beast" | | |
| Nothing ever goes as planned, but I'm still happy to be back
"That bitch too sweet for the streets" -random nig outside of lafollette | | |
| .....so very very hungry. I just wanna go to school. 2 WEEKS!
"Anna is from Georgia. Russian Georgia, not the Georgia where they hang niggers." -Burgess, Honey for the Bears. | | |
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